i miss you so much, i miss you telling me you love me and your hugs and kisses, i miss seeing you all the time and doing puzzles with you. i miss your smile you would give us all. im sorry as i got older i wasnt able to see you more. maybe if i did you would still be here. i love you soooo much i think about you everyday and everynight. i remeber the last time i got to talk to you, you were saying good bye like you knew that you were passing a couple days later. im sorry i left my tears on your pillow. i hope your happy up there lookn down at us. i hope you are with your love again. i love you.
REBLOG THIS IF YOU’VE EVER CUT YOURSELF. REBLOG THIS IF YOU HAVE EVER STARVED YOURSELF. REBLOG THIS IF YOU HAVE EVER TRIED TO KILL YOURSELF. REBLOG THIS IF YOU HAVE EVER FELT LIKE YOU ARE NOT GOOD ENOUGH. REBLOG THIS IF YOU’VE BEEN CALLED FAT. REBLOG THIS IF YOU’VE BEEN CALLED UGLY, NO MATTER HOW MANY NOTES THIS GETS I WILL MESSAGE EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU.
im tired of people saying im doing shit when im not, im tired of being made fun of. and im tired of the stupid rumors everyone starts, im tired of the world. honnestly i love him. i thought i was in love before. but i now know i wasnt. i want to spend forever with him. but im taking it day by day. everyone is talking shit about it. all i can do is cry bc im to weak to do anything about it. i say i dont care when i do. your words can hurt. your not saying this stuff bc you care. your saying it to hurt me and it works more than you know. but i walk on like it didnt phase me when deep down i want to just jump off a building. i know what you say isnt true but knowing that other people think im this horrible person for being with a guy i love, hurts. you probably think im way over my head and im not in love. i think im in love. and honnestly its the best feeling in the world, and i never want to let it go. he is the one person who doesnt treat me like shit and he actually thinks im smart, while everyone else calls me stupid. he gives me so much confidence. and he even sticks up for me. hes an amazing guy and i hate when im apart from him. i love you<3
You wantd me to be safe? Okay he was the one telling me not to do alot of shit to myself. Now I am. Fuck you. If I don’t care about you then don’t fucking care about me. I don’t give a shit what you do, bc it’s your life. So if you want me to be safe then get the duck outa my life. You do way worse shit than me. Fuck you. And don’t fucking talk to me. You obviously don’t know anything about him or me or our relationship so shut the fuck up…. Had to get that off my chest. So fucking depressed.